lucky or unlucky? =.=

arrhhh..i jz got my piano result today!!! luckily i passed it..better than what i expected as i really did lots of mistakes tht day..disappointed wif myself... stupid mistakes...anyway, luckily i passed it.. coz im thking of resitting it if i failed..hhaaha.. unfortunely i din play my best tht day, if not..i could hv score better..aihz..i knw i shud stop dis..LOL
however..i still feel disappointed la..coz i cant maintain my disctiction..how sad.. n now..im thking of..whether i should change another music school..ishh..i really dislike the people thr.. >.< iritating!!! but i dunno which music school to go..and..the fees for diploma is so omfg expensive T.T i dunno how far i can go on my pathway in music.. how long my passion will last for?? i feel lost now... where can i find a good music teacher?? where r u???!!! >.<

on the other hand, it's time to plan for my internship..which co shud i apply for? will i be accepted?? can i cope it?? hahaa..i thk i had been thking too much n it
coz me insomnia tonight...

the road in front is getting tougher..challenging..
life is difficult..n tht bring us challenge...
life without challenge is bored
life full of challenge.. is tough
all i can do is keep moving on...